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I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
Don't you get it I'M SORRY OK??

I'm sorry that I'm not as smart as you,
I'm sorry that I'll fail all my exams,
I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect daughter,
I'm sorry that I'm ruining my life,
I'm sorry that I'm fat,
I'm sorry that I'm ugly,
I'm sorry that I'm a waste of space,
I'm sorry that I have no talent,
I'm sorry that I have feelings,
I'm sorry that I use up valuable food,
I'm sorry that I use up valuable water,
I'm sorry that I use up the air,
I'm sorry that you waste your time teaching me,
I'm sorry that I'm not the sister you can look up to,
I'm sorry that you feel any sympathy towards me,
I'm sorry that I'll never amount to anything,
I'm sorry that I lied to you,
I'm sorry that my fears interfere with my life,
I'm sorry that I have problems,
I'm sorry that I'm mental,
I'm sorry that I stole your razor blades,
I'm sorry that I used them to slice my skin,
I'm sorry that I'm not a thin as you,
I'm sorry that I'm useless,
I'm sorry that I'm no good,
I'm sorry that I'm a burden,
I'm sorry that I'm a bore,
I'm sorry that I'm not a conversationalist,
I'm sorry that I'm shy,
I'm sorry that I have phobias,
I'm sorry that I'm no fun,
I'm sorry that sometimes I just can't go outside,
I'm sorry that I'm no fun at a party,
I'm sorry that I don't like the same music as you,
I'm sorry that I don't dress like you,
I'm sorry that I thought I could fit in,
I'm sorry that I exist,
I'm sorry that I'm not strong enough,
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry that I'm not popular,
I'm sorry that I'm weak,
I'm sorry that I find it hard to concentrate,
I'm sorry that I'm struggling,
I'm sorry that I'm suffering,
I'm sorry that I'm pointless,
I'm sorry that I was born,
I'm sorry that I wasn't enough for you,
I'm sorry that you wasted your time getting to know me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your credit texting me,
I'm sorry that I thought you actually liked me,
I'm sorry that I thought I was ever worth something,
I'm sorry that I have to salute every magpie I see,
I'm sorry that I have to walk with my fingers crossed,
I'm sorry that I can't have the volume on a 1 or a 9,
I'm sorry that I'm a freak,
I'm sorry that I'm abnormal,
I'm sorry that I'm stupid,
I'm sorry that I'm broken,
I'm sorry that I'm a failure,
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough,
I'm sorry that I'm no good at giving advice,
I'm sorry that I'm no good at helping,
I'm sorry that I'm no good at giving encouragment,
I'm sorry that you feel the need to worry about me,
I'm sorry that I'm not the girl you thought I was,
I'm sorry that I'm not normal,
I'm sorry that I'm worthless,
I'm sorry that I hold no faith in god,
I'm sorry that I don't judge people like you do,
I'm sorry that I don't know who I am anymore,
I'm sorry that your words, your insults, have hurt me,
I'm sorry that sometimes I cry,
I'm sorry that my hairs a mess,
I'm sorry that I don't understand everything,
I'm sorry that I haven't stuck to my revision timetable,
I'm sorry that I work slower than you,
I'm sorry that I find life hard,
I'm sorry that you waste you limited money on me,
I'm sorry that you ended up with a daughter like me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your time knowing me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your time pretending to like me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your good time reading this,
I'm sorry that I actually thought life was worth living,
And I'm sorry that I still don't have enough courage to end it,
I'm sorry.
This is basically an apology to anyone and everyone...alive or dead or who haven't even been born yet...
To my parents, my family, my friends, my ex friends, my future friends, myself; past, present, and future.....To anyone who has ever, does ever, will ever, or will never know me....I'm sorry.
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:iconcookiemilkshake:
CookieMilkShake Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014
*Hugs*
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:iconomigashezzamyra:
omigashezzamyra Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
i'm sorry.
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drtiffles Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
this made me cry because its all true about me :'(
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:tighthug: :heart:
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Chaoticss Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Reading this I realized that everyone of them remind me of my life.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:tighthug:
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ciscobuddy Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012
Actually, you have even more courage if you don't end it.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
hmm... yeah maybe :/
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:iconciscobuddy:
ciscobuddy Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2012
The choice is always yours, of course.
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DeeryDeerth Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's not the right way to feel. You shouldn't be sorry about everything. It's who you are. An unique individual. You should not submit to other people. You should feel proud for who you are. And what do you have. :huggle:

A beautiful poem, though. Great job on it. I can certainly feel the emotion in it. :(
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