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I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
Don't you get it I'M SORRY OK??

I'm sorry that I'm not as smart as you,
I'm sorry that I'll fail all my exams,
I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect daughter,
I'm sorry that I'm ruining my life,
I'm sorry that I'm fat,
I'm sorry that I'm ugly,
I'm sorry that I'm a waste of space,
I'm sorry that I have no talent,
I'm sorry that I have feelings,
I'm sorry that I use up valuable food,
I'm sorry that I use up valuable water,
I'm sorry that I use up the air,
I'm sorry that you waste your time teaching me,
I'm sorry that I'm not the sister you can look up to,
I'm sorry that you feel any sympathy towards me,
I'm sorry that I'll never amount to anything,
I'm sorry that I lied to you,
I'm sorry that my fears interfere with my life,
I'm sorry that I have problems,
I'm sorry that I'm mental,
I'm sorry that I stole your razor blades,
I'm sorry that I used them to slice my skin,
I'm sorry that I'm not a thin as you,
I'm sorry that I'm useless,
I'm sorry that I'm no good,
I'm sorry that I'm a burden,
I'm sorry that I'm a bore,
I'm sorry that I'm not a conversationalist,
I'm sorry that I'm shy,
I'm sorry that I have phobias,
I'm sorry that I'm no fun,
I'm sorry that sometimes I just can't go outside,
I'm sorry that I'm no fun at a party,
I'm sorry that I don't like the same music as you,
I'm sorry that I don't dress like you,
I'm sorry that I thought I could fit in,
I'm sorry that I exist,
I'm sorry that I'm not strong enough,
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry that I'm not popular,
I'm sorry that I'm weak,
I'm sorry that I find it hard to concentrate,
I'm sorry that I'm struggling,
I'm sorry that I'm suffering,
I'm sorry that I'm pointless,
I'm sorry that I was born,
I'm sorry that I wasn't enough for you,
I'm sorry that you wasted your time getting to know me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your credit texting me,
I'm sorry that I thought you actually liked me,
I'm sorry that I thought I was ever worth something,
I'm sorry that I have to salute every magpie I see,
I'm sorry that I have to walk with my fingers crossed,
I'm sorry that I can't have the volume on a 1 or a 9,
I'm sorry that I'm a freak,
I'm sorry that I'm abnormal,
I'm sorry that I'm stupid,
I'm sorry that I'm broken,
I'm sorry that I'm a failure,
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough,
I'm sorry that I'm no good at giving advice,
I'm sorry that I'm no good at helping,
I'm sorry that I'm no good at giving encouragment,
I'm sorry that you feel the need to worry about me,
I'm sorry that I'm not the girl you thought I was,
I'm sorry that I'm not normal,
I'm sorry that I'm worthless,
I'm sorry that I hold no faith in god,
I'm sorry that I don't judge people like you do,
I'm sorry that I don't know who I am anymore,
I'm sorry that your words, your insults, have hurt me,
I'm sorry that sometimes I cry,
I'm sorry that my hairs a mess,
I'm sorry that I don't understand everything,
I'm sorry that I haven't stuck to my revision timetable,
I'm sorry that I work slower than you,
I'm sorry that I find life hard,
I'm sorry that you waste you limited money on me,
I'm sorry that you ended up with a daughter like me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your time knowing me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your time pretending to like me,
I'm sorry that you wasted your good time reading this,
I'm sorry that I actually thought life was worth living,
And I'm sorry that I still don't have enough courage to end it,
I'm sorry.
This is basically an apology to anyone and everyone...alive or dead or who haven't even been born yet...
To my parents, my family, my friends, my ex friends, my future friends, myself; past, present, and future.....To anyone who has ever, does ever, will ever, or will never know me....I'm sorry.
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AlannaJewel Featured By Owner May 14, 2015  Student General Artist
Aghhhhhh
*nonstop crying*
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CookieMilkShake Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014
*Hugs*
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omigashezzamyra Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
i'm sorry.
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drtiffles Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
this made me cry because its all true about me :'(
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:tighthug: :heart:
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Chaoticss Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Reading this I realized that everyone of them remind me of my life.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:tighthug:
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ciscobuddy Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012
Actually, you have even more courage if you don't end it.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
hmm... yeah maybe :/
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ciscobuddy Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2012
The choice is always yours, of course.
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DeeryDeerth Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's not the right way to feel. You shouldn't be sorry about everything. It's who you are. An unique individual. You should not submit to other people. You should feel proud for who you are. And what do you have. :huggle:

A beautiful poem, though. Great job on it. I can certainly feel the emotion in it. :(
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
(sorry for the late reply..I took a break from dArt for a bit:/ )

but sometimes i do feel the need to apologise, i sometimes fell guilty for just being me :/

but thank you :)
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DeeryDeerth Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's okay. I've been having the same problem lately... :(

You don't have to be guilty for being you. It's who you are, and it's no mistake. It's how the world goes. :)

You are most certainly welcome. :)
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DameInDistress Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Never be sorry for who you are.
No, I don't know you but just being you makes you perfect to me :heart:
I'm betting nobody in your life is perfect, so why should you be?
Never give up :heart:
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
(sorry for the late reply..I took a break from dArt for a bit:/ )

ah thank you, but sometimes I just feel so gulity for who i am, like people didnt knnow what a waste of time I would turn out to be when they first met me
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DameInDistress Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, I know that feeling all to well, luckily for me I have some great friends who keep reminding me that I am worthy, as are you.
Don't give up, you are loved :heart:
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
aw well thank you, i hope i am :)
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LittleHatCat Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I cried so hard when I was reading this, because these/those are the words that I always want to say but I'm not strong enaugh.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
(sorry for the late reply..I took a break from dArt for a bit:/ )

:tighthug: I hope you're doing okay :/ ?
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LittleHatCat Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh and sorry about writing mistakes!!! Im using iPad if you understand *blush*
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LittleHatCat Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well, I think that my personality is so messy that its hard to say am I doing okay? -__- *sigh* I had a little self harm problem from the last Winter to end of this year summer. But Im proud that now Im finally over it, even that sometimes it really feels like I want to hurt my self again. But I'm stronger now. I havent cutted at all after summer and I'm happy. But I feel very crazy and sad or out Of control lately because I live in Finland but then without any espects my parents are telling me to movie in another country. I left my five dear friends in Finland and i had to live one whole year in check republick. Learning subjects in english and Going to international school alone was hard. And I didn't have freetime enaugh because Of my three extra subjects from Finland. So i leave from work that i can make work at home! How lovely. And it wasn't helping at all that my parents were fighting all the time, and my narsist mother was shouting and being so mean, even if I was crying to say sorry. And my wierd epileptic attacs that i have sometimes at Night are terrible. I don't have no one to talk to, and I'm not use to it. So alone with my weird dark sad toughts. But still I survived. Im Going back To Finland for Christmas and Im Going to stay there with my friends and my dear dear bigsister.

Oh my sorry about whiting that. But yes Im okay. Comic stronger. Im Going to Heal my self. Someday...
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:tighthug: :cuddle:
I'm glad to hear that you've managed to stop self harming, I know how hard that must've been for you to do :hug: :)
That must have been really tough for you :/ I can't say that I've had any experience in moving countries, and I imagine I can't even begin to think how hard that must have been on you :/ :hug:

I bet you're looking forward to going back to Finland for a time, I think it will be good for you, just go back to where you know and see your friends and sister :)

I know you don't know me, and I am quite shit at giving advice, but I am always here to lend an ear to listen if you want to talk or rant or something :hug:

DOnt worry, I know the feeling, sometimes you just want to to let everything out :tighthug:
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LittleHatCat Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm very thankful that you care :tighthug:
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LadawnTheLiar Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I feel the same.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
(sorry for the late reply..I took a break from dArt for a bit:/ )

:tighthug:
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LadawnTheLiar Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
It's fine.
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SolitaryChild Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Wow....I can really relate to this.
The emotion is so raw, I'm sorry that you feel this way
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
(sorry for the late reply..I took a break from dArt for a bit:/ )

:tighthug:
i hope you're doing ok :hug:
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archaicglint Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2012  Student Writer
Ow you apologized too much, its sad. But, please don't be sorry that your here. Cause, all things big or small, are meant for great things ^^
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WriteByNumbers Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I can't tell you how much this expresses me...I hate to disappoint them, but I know I still have more letting down to do. /:
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:cuddle:
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QuantumInnovator Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2012
WOW. I wish I could make you feel better.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
thanks..
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no-facey Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2012
those last two lines, are how i feel sometimes. which is stupid, because i have it good.
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:tighthug:
its not stupid, you dont have to have a 'terrible life' to feel like that...i know for a fact that i have it better than some of my friends and yet for some reason i feel like this while they are perfectly fine and happy..
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no-facey Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2012
:hug:
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LittleMissAmelia Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2011
Awwwww thats so sweet you should'nt have to be sorry though why should you be sorry for you it isnt what you look like that matters or if you're clever or not but the great thing about life is that well one day you're going to meet someone that overlooks the imperfections and doesnt see the need for you to say sorry for you being you and when you said you're not cleverou are it's not that you lack in courage that you can't end it but that you're to smart to
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mitsukuni-fan-gurl Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2011
aww...i would be happy to know you! you are who YOU are not what others want you to be...i've felt like that but i know i have people who love me and the people who are here on dev like you the way you are because your being you, you just have to be strong and believe something good will come :)
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
(: :heart: :hug:
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DaRravin Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2011
You sound like me.
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HirokiSugihara Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2011
Im sorry that I can't be there to hug you.... :(
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
aww thanks...
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Beaniebee Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2011
im not sorry,im thankful.you just wrote down all my toughts.xxx
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
:tighthug: xx
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evanescencesithlord6 Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
You've got talent, and a brain! All you need is a dream and you'll go far! Use the bad things as motivation, a spark to start your fire. Once you get everything you want out of life none of the bad things people say will matter :heart: hope you feel better!!!
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
ive got talent?!?!...really i dont reackon i have...and to be honest i gave up on dreams years ago when they all just came shattering to the ground....
the bad things just end up movitating me to SI or restrict/fast...
thankx
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evanescencesithlord6 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
I've felt all that, the lowest point you can be. I just find it unproductive to mope around feeling sorry for myself. I tend to want to prove people wrong.
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waddledee13 Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2011
NOOOO! Don't be sorry...they should be sorry that they did this to you!!
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Broken-Girlx Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
sorry its taken me so long to respond..
yeah some people have said that i shouldnt be sorry...but i guess thats just how i feel...
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monsterfangs Featured By Owner May 18, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
one day you'll find someone that will say, "You don't have to be sorry anymore my love." and he'll carry you onto a white horse and you guys will ride off into the sunset and you two will live happily ever after :) wow that was corny.. haha but these things are things you shouldn't be sorry for.. you're very strong and don't let anyone tell you you're not... i love this poem..
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